I'll make you fall for me as many times as needed

(from the anime Kaichou wa Maid-sama)

image credit to: dear-youniverse

It's Usui Takumi and Misaki Ayuzawa...

I forgot on what episode this was shown but the story behind was that..

Misaki was hypnotized by this weird hooded-bunny guy (I forgot his name).

The guy hates girl that's why he's doing stuffs to eliminate the girls

Geez... MEAN!!! 

The hypnosis cast on Misaki was that...

if she sleeps within 24 hours, he will forget and hate Usui!!!

Usui knew about this so she stalked Misaki and tease her

every single second he can..

to stop Misaki from getting asleep.. :kawaii:

that was so sweet of him.. He just don't want Misaki to forget about him..

The clock was ticking.. it was less than 30 mins or 5 mins before the 24 hr time ends

Misaki was horribly sleepy.. and that's the scene..

Usui just whispered to Misaki..

I'll make you fall for me as many times as needed...

(Full story about this can be read from my other blog, including some snapshots..

I wouldn't want to give full spoiler, especially of what happened next!!)

waaaaah... *screams to death* I totally got crazy when he said that.. 

You see, he won't get tired doing all those stuffs:

teasing her, stalking her, making fun of her, saving her, giving advices, protecting her...

if it means making her fall in love with him over and over again.. he'll do it!

ignored.. just another facebook status..

Woke up at a wrong time again.. felt so uneasy and lazy onto doing something really important..why does it have to be like this? *pathetic frog* LOL

Anyways, I checked on my facebook account *as usual* and read my flooded news feed..
Just read this status from one of my facebook contacts *peri_chan*

" i just HATE the FACT that every time YOUR NAME lights up on MY PHONE, i FALL for you a little bit HARDER. and every time MY NAME lights up to YOUR PHONE. . .well, im just ANOTHER GiRL YOU TALK TO. "

Just one of those realities that we have.. geez..(Confession: This happened to me before! Hmm I don't think so) Geez.. this only means that we have put too much special attention :howiwish: to someone who doesn't exactly give us equal or same attention at all.. Should I say it's equal? or "someone who can't return the attention we have towards them".. And it's impossible ok! There's even no "equal feelings" in relationships..

But it saddens me when I remember feeling something like this.. :lonely2: The feeling of being un-noticed with their lives.. and ignored in such instance..(based on my personality this means a very  thing... I always want attention..from the person I :heart:)Well just imagine yourself being put aside?

Hmm..probably someone else could be more important in their lives than you are.. :howiwish: kumbaga "you are not the highlight.. " or "you're not someone who's much more special than everyone else.."
wag ng magdeny ng katotohanan.. tsk3.. hindi ikaw ang gusto.. or "wala kang ganung impact sakanya".. haha what an analysis.. it's not being a hater or bitter! it's just accepting the truth so you won't be having that false hope! or broken heart?? hmm ang sakit sakit kc mafeel na halos wala ka lng sense.. :intears1: so better accept nalang.. hehe kung may something kayo then confront that person... "bakit ganito nalang? parang wala nalang dateng text ko sayo?" :howiwish: tsk3.. kalurky!!! pero kung wala naman something sainyo.. then just let it be.. Never dictate on how one should react over something, they're entitled with their own reactions.

bottom line is: it feels much better if someone willingly act what they do.. not because they know you were hurting inside.. but because they choose to do it.. because they like you..*itetext ka, hndi sa pinilit mo sya mgreply.., pero dahil sa urge inside him to reply to you.. sweeet*